| Listen no-name |
[Aug. 10th, 2005|11:45 am] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
look coward, if you have something to say about me then please state your name and directly say it to my face, cuz only then will I give a damn about your opinion.
Eric and I had issues, everyone's relationship did. and we dealt with them, and I am not a coward and even though i know ppl snooped around on the internet and found my private journal, I will not hide the evidence, because I am not guilty of anything. thoughts did not turn into action.
So stop reading what does not concern you, if you are really a friend then you can come talk to eric and I and we will appreciate your concern, otherwise get the fuck off of my page
p.s. everything has been switched to "friends only", so if you r not a friend -- leave, there's nothing here for you |
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| friend's only entry |
[May. 14th, 2005|10:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "postal service"--garden state soundtrack | ] |
my life is so complicated, but yet so simple,
i can't figure out if i want to stay with eric forever or risk things and have as much fun as i want..
as much as i want to deny it, i love admiration and attention...
i can't help it.. I am a girl after all...
i dunno, i'm confused but i don't want to say too much..
its hard to get advice when you dont' want to tell the whole story or the story at all..
lets just say i have a crush on someone i've known for a while, and its sorta bothering me.. to the point that i can almost balance it with my feelings for eric...
you know its a battle of curiosity(will we be happy together) vs. stability( will we always be happy together?)...
man,
girl feelings are confusing..
damn, its hard to "have fun without being scandalous",
janey... |
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| wow again long time no update |
[May. 5th, 2005|05:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | garden state's awesome soundtrack | ] |
my exams ended alright, in april.
the grades rnt' spetacular but lol i'll live
unfortunately. school term has already begun and its actually quite intense
but it feels sorta good because i'll need to take these courses anyways so one month of intense learning sure beats 3/4 months of torture later.
I got a job too. I'm working with Primerica finances as a financial advisor. I start field Training this week end basically means that you have to do presentation and evaluations of real people/clients. They allow you to make /set up your own appointments so that's a bit of relief because I dont' want to start off at some stranger's house. haha how embarrassing if you seem like you don't quite have understood all the finance plans available?! But i don't really knwo where to start off either. I guess my parents.. ? but i dont' think they allow that. anyone has very nice parents that can endure 15 minutes of a presentation so that i can finish my licensing training?
gosh i'm nervous about it
but the job sounds great, the stuff is actually not bad... i hope i don't mess up explaining...
anyhow, what else? I'm currently reading virgin suicides. its good but a little dark.. haha i hope i don't have nightmares
about young girls jumping out of windows and slitting wrists in a bathtub....
weird thing is that i'm only about 100 pages in.. so there is sooo much more.. suicides.. tons of foreshadowing...
wow what a long thing i've written this is what you get when you don't update for a while
love you everyone..
Jane |
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| date due to request |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|11:13 am] |
Hey ANNA! ya I should totally update more.
I'm in ottawa today. want to hang out this week some time? I'm getting my hair cut tomrorow i think.. i still have no idea what to do...
I came back yesterday with Claire and her dad.
So now my first year of university has finally concluded itself. but not beautifully.. i got some very dissappointing marks...*sad*
which means I have to learn to actually not slack off..
but it just SOOO hard!
man, I'm becoming a failure in the postsecondary education system
I'm taking a couple of summer courses that start in may and end basically June 1st. so THAT will be pretty intense.
but Montreal is so pretty in the summer, I dont' mind staying a little bit longer:)
note to self: need to start looking for a place for next year sorta soon |
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| sin city quiz |
[Apr. 18th, 2005|09:09 pm] |
I sorta knew what/who all the characters were by the questions, haha and who i'd like to be hahaha! and who I DEF don't!
I'd never want to be a cannibal or yellow( fuck its ORANGE DAMNIT~! he's the orange man.. you colourblind quiz ppl!) |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 6th, 2005|07:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | pocahontas' dad's *steady as the river* song | ] |
Eric came up to Montreal last night and today we went had dinner at Boccacino and it was delicious!
very good pasta! like very creamy and fresha dn nicely presented..
yum!
but i'm starting to feel really really scared about my back to back calc2 and physics 142 exams.. :S
both of which are heard to be so impossible that everyone fails and they curve a D to a B+
*shudders*
I'll get cracking soon I guess... It's just sooo hard to concentrate on school when the weather is SOOooo beautiful(look outside!)... *sigh* |
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| Sin City and Time change |
[Apr. 3rd, 2005|03:37 am] |
sorry about updating so much, but it needs to be done
Soooo.. I saw SIN CITY
and I liked it. It was new, refreshing style. It was very stylized. Very out of life but larger than life. It was star studded and well done. there are thousands of great things that they did, however, there were a lot of things that disturbed me
like how freaky most of the psycho's are: elijah wood and orange man!
freaked the shit out of me
there was too much violence that takes a while for none "grand theft auto" and crime games players like me to adjust to and be okay with... Like I can't just accept the killings.. I ask myself "WHY?! holy shit you just killed someone!"... its not within my reason...
The acting was very unbelievable at first..... i couldnt' get into the mood for a while.. I was like: they are just reading lines! but then after half an hour or so, your brain adjusts.
i dunno.. somehow i didnt' totally enjoy everything about it.. it was a little TOO GRAphic for me.. but it was nevertheless a very WELL DONE movie!!! i would recommend for everyone to see!
i'd see it again maybe see how i feel about it the second time
It's definitely a movie that makes you think all night about the plot and characters.. and i'm sure everyone's gonna be talking about it because there are just so many new/cool/crazy things in it that is worth the attention.
Anyhow! TIME CHANGE TONIGHT!!! we are LOSING an hour! dont' forget!
much love,
*going to sleep*<- hopefully without nightmares about the two freaks( elijah, and orange man!<- so fucken fucken gross!!!!!!! holy shit!
Jane |
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| sorry, had to try this<- blame linda |
[Apr. 2nd, 2005|08:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  silly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I have a lovely bunch of coconuts | ] |
type your screen name--shortened to "janey" with your
nose:jiuiaqne76y
fingers:janey
chin:janeey
elbows:JJKAQN ER4YU76
TOES:janb merttgy
ok.. haha that was enough for me.. haha i suck at typing |
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| weakness for Disney |
[Apr. 2nd, 2005|01:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | satisfied | ] |
| [ | music |
| | colour of the wind | ] |
I just watched pocahontas!
omg, i haven't seen this since when i was 11 and i basically forgot a lot of the details that went on in the movie. so watching it was like watching something new with the plotline in your hand.
anyhow, its soo beautiful, and i forgot about the super sad ending...
haha i love john smith(what a common name!): brave, handsome, blue-eyed/blond haired, and sooo romantic
i love pocahontas, she's so ... native and pure..
it's a beautiful story..... |
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| Friday night fun |
[Apr. 2nd, 2005|01:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  energetic | ] |
so last night, we (moore house ppl) went out to celebrate my friend Simone's 19th birthday.
and WHAT better place than UNITY!
It a GAY club, and, you see, i've never been to one of those before!
and iiiiiit..... wwwwwwas..... AAAAAAmazing!
for the first time i understand how women are objectified, because here, MEN are.
and seriously i've never seen men dance like that! sooo hot!..haha.. it was great!
i mean if you are homophobic then, don't go, cuz there's plenty of men on men action there: kissing, dancing, ass grabbing, grinding..
its sooo weird! and new, and crazy! and awesome at the same time
cuz it takes soooo mcuh pressure and expectations off of the women...
i def recommend it to girls to try... go with a bunch of straight or gay friends(but make sure a couple of them are straight so that u will always have ppl to dance with) and then its a promised an event of pure untainted fun, with excellent music(the DJ was great! there were two rooms a bigger one for the mainstream hiphop ppl(like me)! and a smaller one for electronic, ravy, oldies techno with strobe light(cool and trippy when u r drunk)!)
plus, you can dance your buns off without having to worry about gross old straight men staring greedy(sick!) up your skirt or at your rack.
crazy night for sure... I LOVED IT!.. GOD BLESS MONTREAL |
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| shopping today |
[Apr. 1st, 2005|07:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | rejuvenated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | LaLa | ] |
Today I had the best shopping experience for a long time
my friend Martha and I went down st. Catherines looking for a set of the new trendy sunglasses cuz we are slaves to trend
anyhow.. we looked around for a long time ( in Guess, FCUK, Lechateau, urban outfitters all boutiques etc!) and NNNNOOO luck!
so we decided to go take a break and go to the 3floor lasenza
Have I ever mentioned that i love that store?!
anyhow I got a nice 100%cotton! full lengths spa-like robe (in white) for 20 bucks!!!!
what a deal!!
so on top of that i got a pair of CUTE! light blue PJ pants!
anyhow then we endulged our hunger with a teriyaki meal and then set out to find a yves Rocher
and I got a FREE shower gel for my birthday.. cool eh?! I love YR.
and then we were gonna head home, but THEN we stumbbled accidentally into this sunglass shop with the nicest and newest sunglasses! the ones that we had in mind exactly!!!!!
what a f****n Great day of shopping...
of course we concluded our day with some gummy berries! yum ;)
too bad this weekend its gonna rain in montreal =(, I miss hanging out with Anna(like last week...) |
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| Trying it again |
[Apr. 1st, 2005|07:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | peaceful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | colours of the wind | ] |
haha this is about the 3rd time I signed up for LJ, this time convinced by Anna
hopeuflly I'll remember to update this time
I send my love to all of those no long in the reach of my arms..
I miss you all so much so please give me a shout as often as you want!
I love you all
Jane |
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